Sucky night!!! Can't bloody fall asleep for tmr morning's tutorials... Suffering too much from Post Holiday Depression to be affected by Pre Holiday Anticipation... PHD is a potent combination of jetlag, boredom, stress, lack of sleep, and all those what have you craps that sucks... Feeling stressed now... Lots of 'what if's' going on in my mind... guess i've been ignoring the problems for too long... Hate lying on my bed and not being able to fall asleep... Fuck this feeling!!!