Finally! two weeks of horror is over.. after 5 quizes, 1 lab report, and like 437 hours of lost sleep, it's all over!!!

Had a long awaited rest over the weekend..
Went down to watch Cheerobics.. but i was so tired that I overslept till 3pm.. which was the projected starting time for the event!?!?! Lolx.. anyways.. cabbed down and was still in time to catch half the event...
NTU won again.. hands down (congrats)... quite saddening to see the former 5 times champion going back empty handed this year... shocking too..

Met the exco peeps at Far East after that before going over to SCGS for Joint Dance Concert...
The concert was great.. in fact one of the better events i've seen.. congrats to the organisers..
thn was supper at cineleisure.. they call it supper but in actual fact only 1 person ate.. haha.. shld have just gone to newton lah duhz...

then i zoomed off again to chevrons for ktv with sheep and bird.. by thn i was uber tired from the lack of sleep and my sinus was acting up again le lah.. was having trouble singing properly the whole night..
finally went home after a proper supper where everyone ate..

rested the whole afternoon at home on sunday...
then i came back to school this afternoon just to play soccer.. it's been a damn long time since i last exercised lah... so yar... well, at least there weren't the usual blisters and bruises this time cept for one teeny weeny one on the tip of my finger.. dont ask me why.. lol..




didn't really get anything except for the horrible muscle aches and probably the cramp as i was walking up the steps to canteen 2 =b

Exams here in 3 weeks!!! mugging period's here again... time to mug mug mug!
MOTIVATE ME!!!

New blog song.. loving this song now.. very emo though..
thnx cons for telling me abt it.. haha.. too bad i put it up sooner than you =b

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing
seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart
When the light disappears

And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

meant to go night cycling last night with the hall peeps.. but i decided not to go in the end... sorry guys for cancelling last minute.. studying for the 2007 quiz really killed me yest, decided i couldnt take another night of action.. although i wouldnt say studying that hard for the quiz had much of a use.. hais..
one more week to go.. and when i was ready to do my lab report last night, i had to realise i lost my file!!! dammit... and along with it, my lab manual, my measuments, my experimental data and about 4 weeks of notes and tutorials... pissed..

and cheerobics this year clashes with joint dance!!! arghhh.. everything's clashing.. how to be in two places at one time loh... can i go cheerobics and not go JD? haha.. gonna get killed by somebody..

whatever.. off to study for 2003.. why do i feel like it's april already?? urgh!!!

Got home early today, to get out of the hot hot afternoon heat..
Was studying for an hour before i got so sick of semiconductors and all that shit that i just dumped everything on the table and refused to look at them..

3 quizes and 1 lab report coming up in the next two weeks... urgh!!! totally stoked...
gonna pull off what's left of my hair in due time...

Anyways, felt like it was time to change my skin..
so i was meddling with photoshop the whole night and this came up..
liked it.. hope you peeps do too..

Don't know why I'm still awake at this hour..
Feeling really wierd the whole day..
A little bit of happiness, a little bit of frustration, a little bit of laziness, a little bit of diligence, a little bit of sweetness and lastly a little bit of sourness..

Anyways.. that few days break was totally refreshing.. maybe the last time something like this happened, was during the examinations.. so i didnt really bother.. but this time, I did alot of thinking, and it suddenly became clear to me when I looked back, what I had done..
realised i was acting like the kind of person i would look upon as a third party and scowl at.. totally WRONG!!!

A friend was complaining to me about this guy who was chasing her and the stuff he did.. and as we were talking.. i realised i understood why that guy did those things.. and that sort of disturbed me.. because I now see that certain things shouldnt have been done the way they i did them...
I had once told myself before, never to be like that.. but I still did in the end.. sheeshh..
self-reflection time...
But it's all clear to me now... glad for the argument.. glad for the 10 days...
no more doubts..
it ends tonight, it ends tonight...

Another serious problem i have..
bumming around the whole day..
getting really sick of school lah... time i start finding out the reason what i am here for..
in serious need of a moratorium on my hedonic pleasures... struck me today that I cannot afford to indulge in such luxury anymore, or I'll suffer again come April...
Somebody please... Motivate me!!!

Gotta wake up at 12:30 for lecture recording.. dang it... please dont let me oversleep...