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This valentine, another of my good friend got attached. That makes 3 gd friends since this year started. Urgh~!!!
First it was my roomie, then an old school friend, then now, my gd ole buddy from camp.
When he told me the good news that morning at 4am when we sat at the bus stop of my hall, i was blasted with a mixture of emotions.
A concoction of feelings, a pinch of loneliness bahz, and a dab of jealousy. A hint of happiness for him, but yet, some sorrow when I recall that we can't spend so much time together anymore. Anger yes, at how blessed he is! And of course pleased, that he had finally found someone who likes him as much as he likes her.
Pray for the best for them le.. May everyday for them be happy when they are together... Cannot stand the look on his face whenever he talks about her siahz.. hahah... Bursting!! with joy lah...
Die le... Having lesser and lesser friends already lar :O(
Now who to find for lunch breaks in school...!?!?!

Went for Chinese Dance concert today.. not bad le. But I was too tired to fully enjoy the whole of the performance.
After coming home and sleeping on my bed did I finally start feeling the aftermath of this hectic hectic week.
First was the briefing and the external cheerleading event at town, then helping out with wrapping flowers; sort of, then was the meeting with LIME magazine, then my Jap quiz, cheerobics meeting, then entertaining 4 other pple in my room last night, and the concert today.
Realised I had been sleeping less than 4 hours each night since last Saturday.
So yar, was having trouble trying to stay awake during the concert le.
It was enjoyable though, the concert at Victoria Theater. Still have Impressario Finals tomorrow. Have to go entertain VIPs again.. Urgh~!!!

Just learnt from Huimian Jie that an old friend from the camp is still angry over some stuff that happened a long time back le.
Wondering why some people just cannot get over things. Is their pride so massive that, even after more than half a year, they still can't forgive and get over events that happened then. They still talk so ferverly about it, with so much anger, as if it happened just yesterday.
And yet, these people talk about dreams and aspirations when they cannot even put down such a small matter that happened such a long time ago. How then could they ever hope to do even larger things in the future le.. Well, hope that person can see for himself and that he would learn to put the past behind him and move on.

Well, it's the recess week!!!
Meaning that... ... ... ... ... there will be quizes the week after!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arghhhhhhhh~~~!!!

















At Victoria Theater Today

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Note!!! This Post has been removed by the facilitator because it's content has been deemed unsuitable for kids. Yes, meaning YOU~!!!
Before i go, some photos from the sucess at Orchard during the external cheerleading day on Sat.



Our Ice cream crowd

Pple watching the performances














Flying downtown




















Sphyntrix, Sphyntrix

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Saturday 4th Feb, 2006
Yesterday was another busy busy day... woke up at 3pm, then I had to go over to Queensway to print some important stuff... Luckily, I had the car to my disposal; no air-conditioning though.. urgh..
The stupid printing took like 3 hours lah!!! While I was there waiting for my stuff to be printed with Eddy, this middle aged lady approached us.
"Well, since you guys seems so bored, why don't you help me choose which one I should give for my present to a layer later." she said.
What the hells, and Eddy and I weren't even close to SOUNDING bored! We were talking to each other when she interrupted us... Anyways, she took this whole stack of drawings that looked like scribblings and passed it to us telling us to choose the best one.
I had difficulty even making out what those scribbles were.
I thought I saw St Peter's Square on one piece when she told me that was the an old Romanian Marketplace. Ok~ Better to keep my mouth quiet. She was coping quite well talking to herself anyways. And both Eddy and I were definately content at just appearing interested in what she was hooting about.
"So which one is the nicest?" she said.
Before I could open my mouth, I almost choked when Eddy told her 'they were all so nice, he didn't know which one to choose."
Yes, I gave him the face, discretly of course.
Then she started asking why I was here. I showed her what I was printing.. and guess what.. She started criticising my work.. ok, I was not pissed, but annoyed! At how someone could be so insensitive. Doesn't it ever occur to her that she is actually criticising someone's hard work over a few months. Urghhh.. after having her fill digging at me, I was hesitant to show her more of my work.
Then she asked me for my email saying since I was interested in designing, maybe I could go for this exhibition in June she's holding. Some German event I never heard before. (She's in her 40's, or at least she looks like she is in her 40s. Just in case you people are starting to get the wrong idea)
I gave her my namecard just to get her to leave... Well, she said she'll email me the details about the exhibition again before she waved goodbye. Like I'd even think about going.
When I was paying at the counter, Eddy and I got a shock when the cashier told us she was our MM Lee Kuan Yew's niece and that she was a regular customer there!?!?! Well, that explains the air. But I heaved a huge sigh of relief that I was smiling all the time and I didn't just blow my top at her then. Phew... But it feels good to know that Lee Kuan Yew's niece is holding my namecard. hah..
After that, went over ikea for a short walk then I went over to meet Sheep. Wanted to go to his place to "Bai nian" one.. but then he told me his house only got his cousin, his brother and his dog. So we met bird and Wendy and went to Clementi Party World instead.


Dogs don't eat mandarin oranges sheep...


San Que Yi

Went over to West Coast Mac to eat supper after singing. Then we went up Kent Ridge Park AGAIN.. haha.. reached home at 5am..

Sunday 5th Feb, 2006
Almost died today at church lar. Trying so hard to stay awake. Anyways, took cab home to nap for 2 hours before starting to mug for my Material Science test tomorrow. Studied till 5 plus before I lost all manner of concentration. Had wanted some motivation to carry on studying, but it didnt came. Grr~!!!
Fell asleep in the end.. And now, I still have 4 more chapters to go!!! Guess that's my price to pay for not going to lectures at all...
Back to my notes!!! Ahhh~ ~ ~
*flings hands in the air*

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Friday 3rd February, 2006
Another week's passed. It's already coming to the sixth week already and I still haven't been to a single physics tutorial. I don't even know if they have had any quizes already or not.
Anyways, time for my ramblings. The few days after the Chinese New Year break were horrible. Tuesday was great though. Had a fun time and a wonderful dinner at Soup Restaurant with the forte group. Then a few of us went to watch Geisha after that.. Very nice show! Zhang Ziyi was great... but a bit draggy towards the ending though.



Lao Yu Sheng


The guys

Wednesday night, was supposed to go to Chomp Chomp for supper with bird and sheep, but there was some last minute changes. We went and had our supper at lao par sat instead. Then we went over to Kent ridge park to take in the night view of the Singapore port. Havent been there for a long time le, I felt so much better standing in the wind so high up. Had forgotten that feeling after being too busy to go out anymore. For that moment I could finally shed away every problem i had in me.
The start of school brought with it troubles and headaches. More lectures forsaken, more sleep forgone. With event day just a month away, it was not getting any easier.
Problems just start popping into your mind at the wierdest of times whenever you are not doing anything. When I'm in the shower just allowing the water to run off me, when I'm walking to the vending machine to get a much needed dosage of caffine, when I'm at the petrol kiosk filling up the fuelbox of the car. When I'm lying on my bed right before I sleep. Being stressed out was one thing, but not showing it to my committee and still being able to give them advice was another.
Why don't people just feel the urgency, how do you make them feel urgent. How do you make them see that the amount of time we have left is barely enough to finish what we need ot do. And why is it human nature to drag deadlines! I even composed an email last night just to 'tell off' the entire committee for being totally non-chalant about deadlines and jobscopes. That was my first time being really irritated with them. Dont they hear what I say during meetings!?!?!?!?!?!?! F**K. They are a really wonderful bunch of people off work, but if only they could know wat is important and what needs to be done at this time. My poor VCs are having such a hard time with their portfolios. Staying up till 3 am to finish the workplan that nobody follows. I just want to get away from it all, and find something else that could take my mind off these stuff.
I'm being incessantly bothered by problems that have never ceased ever since I made that choice. It's starting to get harder and harder for me to not regret my decision then. Anyways, it's all going to be over, just one last stretch more. Soon, all the phonecalls demanding answers, all the metings, all the email, all the work, all the headaches is going to be a thing of the past. I would be bugged instead by phonecalls asking me to go out, worrying if I can wake up tommorrow for my lecures, being afraid if I would do well for my tests, if I look presentable when I go for lectures!!! Stuff that seems so distant away from me now. I just wanna go back to life when things are so much simpler and focus on what and who is supposed to be important in my life.

Material Science quiz next monday, and I know nuts about the module.. what crap manz...
Well, enough of my complains... sad that only my 3rd entry and i sound so frustrated already.
Sorry you people had to hear me rattle. Cuidatos.. Going back to my mails... urghhh

~Suffering from post holiday depression~

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