Wow.. never knew I could go for so long without blogging.
Maybe it's because my reason for blogging no longer exists?
It was the reason why I had wanted to start a blog in the first place...
Is it really gone for good? Or is it because I myself have chosen not to remember?

Lyrics from a song I love so so much.
"Hands Down" by Dashboard Confessional
Just think that the lyrics at the ending part of the song is very sweet.. enjoy
Peeps, go download this song, or ask me to send it to you.. and as you listen to this part, close your eyes and picture yourself in the mtv thingy scene.. you'll love it, trust me...

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair
that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet
And the gate was locked
So I jumped it
and let you in
And you stood at the door
with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it
That you meant it
That you meant it
And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it


Why are things happening the way they are happening now. Sheesh!
Stuff just aren't falling in place for me.. OMG...
Things that aren't supposed to be happening are happening to me almost everyday!
And things that ARE supposed to be happening are so NOT happening for me... Urgh!
Anyways, guess I have to be happy that at least certain things are looking so so so much better now compared to one month back..
But is this what I really want?
Questions questions.. that I will probably never get the answer to..

I'm sorry that my posts are all about negative stuff..
But then again, blogging is just another channel for me to depressurise myself..
So bear with me.. Or you all can help pray that things start looking up for me :-p
Then that way I'll have plesant things to write about.. hehs


Some quotes I see on my MSN these days:
-I met you, and now I'm sure, this never happened before-
-If you want what you never had, then you must do what you've never done-
-If you can't let go of your past, then you will never find happiness-
-Is it really possible to forget something while you're thinking about it-
-Hate the way I'm feeling these days, can't you sense it?-
-How, Then, Shall I live without you?-

What? Heartbreaks, the trend these days???

No sé lo que pasará de aquí
Pero usted sólo tiene que saber
Que yo todavía la ame, pase lo que pase