you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy...

URGH!! who am I kidding!!! I'm so awake now.. why why why?
Been studying since 12 noon until 1 am. That's like 13 hours straight! Why still so awake siah! Arghhhh~!!! Something's wrong!
I need to sleep!!!
I barely had enough sleep last night
and i have two killer papers tomorrow!!!
and now i cant fall asleep!!!
Wah kaoz!!! My dear body, pls dont play me at this time cannnnn...

you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy... you're feeling sleepy...
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Sucks..




I SO HATE it when there's 3 days left and you have to take your 3 sickest papers!
I'm so SICK of Signals and Modulators, and Stupid Fourier and his dumb transformations!
So sick of seeing so many integration and summation symbols!!! They're already like floating all over the place when I close my eyes!
So sick of Convolution and Autocorrelation
So sick of staring at solution-less tutorials (that's sort of my fault actually =/)
So sick of bonds and shares
So sick of income statements and balance sheets
So sick of options and futures, and capital budgeting crap
So sick of sitting on this stupid leather chair facing these same 4 walls day after day
So sick of throwing my poor stress ball against the wall every time i feel bored
So sick of having the ULTIMATE DIFFICULT PAPER ON MY LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!!
Arghhhh!!!!!
I feel like tearing up stuff now...
Or i just might go into the exam hall tomorrow and tear my question paper up...
For the FIRST time in my LIFE. I actually think examinations are stressful... shit man..
I don't want to take away =(


THREE MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!
Before I throw ALL my notes into the bin!!!!!!!!
except for 2001 maybe. might need to use again next sem =(
and 2010
AND 2006
Wah! farrkkkkkk!!!
Why so jialat!!!!
*pulls hair*

Can't wait for the fun to start..
The mahjong...
The chalet...
The Christmas...
The bbq
The spending...
The friend from Bangkok to come back and give me my gifts...
The dota-ing...
The "stop munching on tidbits at 3 am and 58kg" plan
The going out everyday...
OMG...
Can somebody please just press the fast-forward button........
To all those who have already finished exams...
Just dont EVEN THINK of contacting me these 3 days if you value your life *snarls*

urgh. what the hell is this stupid business finance shit talking about!?!?! can somebody tell me why the 2nd portion of the lectures are SO much more difficult to understand!!! Been reading for the past 4 hours and i've successfully squashed hundreds of ants on my table, tidied my notes, drank 2 cans of coffee, fallen asleep 4 times, and murdered KAZILLIONS OF MY PRECIOUS BRAINCELLS!!! And STILL I dont understand SHIT!!! Urgh.... I HATE Bobby S. Srinivasan!! dammit!
SOOOOOooooooo dead ...

woke up feeling like somebody just sledgehammered my head
well, thought that the pain probably came about because my hair finally got too long for my own good. it was getting so heavy it's giving me perennial headaches
so, i decided to go for my long overdued haircut

anyways, here's proof that the exams actually tire your brain out so much, it actually stops functioning during normal hours to rest

at the saloon. after finishing my haircut and rinsing my hair, my hairdresser proceeded to dry my hair with the hairdryer

*while attacking my hair (and face in the process) with her hairdryer*

hairdresser : So how's mugging coming along
me : huh? how did you know i was having exams
hairdresser : oh, william told me
me : Ooo... hmm. it's sucking my life out of me
hairdresser : hah. it's like that one lah
me ( not really feeling like continuing the conversation ) : yeah, i know

*moment of silence*

hairdresser ( scrutinises me in the mirror and says ) : aiyoh. you look horrible leh
me ( without even thinking ) : huh? but it was you who just cut my hair
hairdresser ( hits me on my head with her hand ) : wah. you wan to become bald the next time you come here?
me : hah! sorry!

there. see! my brain wasn't even functioning then. like, what was i saying man.
but she was right. i DO look horrible. the half closed eyes. the stubble. the rings. THE RINGS! how the hell did those get there! dumbass brother must have drew them on my face while i'm asleep.

anyone knows of a file hosting website other than putstuff.com? i've been looking for one to host my stupid song

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4 days
guess this is where we each say our goodbyes and go our own way huh

I WANT TO GO CHALET
but i don't want to have to think so much
enough of my brain cells are being killed by the exams already
i want to just have a bbq and play crap games through the night and go eat breakfast in the morning. sit on the beach talk crap watch sunrise
don't want to care if the room is too small
or the place is too ulu
or who to call
or what to do
or if will have room vacancies or not
or if everyone is going to enjoy themselves

i want to go with people who REALLY REALLY want to go
and will definately enjoy themselves there
who will come tell me they are excited about the thing
and not say "aiyah, don't want already le lah"
want to go with people who will actively go spread the news and inform everyone about the chalet
and not say "you go inform them yourself"
or "I don't know lah, up to you lah"
totally unenthusiastic can. mood killing
this is not my chalet leh. its supposed to be everyone's
a chalet isnt supposed to be like that. this is just wrong
maybe it's the wrong time to be asking things like this
but lets face it, if you really are interested
exams or not exams. it doesnt really matter
so people, lets just cancel this thing
and forgot that I ever mentioned it



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The Big Fat Line

why must keep reiterating the fact that there is a line
why must make it to be so big, fat and red

everytime i try to take one step forward. u take 2 steps back
now i cant even see you in front of me anymore
as you put it. maybe its fate bahz
so many things that shouldn't have happened, somehow happened
its sad that things have to turn out this way
but as long as its what you want
coz all i ever wanted to do. was make you happy

another reason why i hate history. coz it always hurts

Just want exams to end quick so I can Notd through the night =b

Warrior's log (Battle 1: Buangz-ed)

i walked into the battlefield with massive confidence

chest out. head held high

only for it to be shattered from the start of battle

yes i had my sword. i wore my armour. i thought i was invincible

who would have known. they had semi-automatics and grenades

and a freaking amoured tank

i wasn't scared. even though i sat through the whole ordeal trembling

the aircon was too cold

the enemy ambushed me. they were tougher than i thought

i blocked off most of their bullets with my sword

and threw their grenades back at them

but they were so ruthless. so cunning. i had no chance at all

it wasn't my blood that was supposed to be on the battlefield today

the battle is lost. and so is my crystal jade

i will retreat for now. but i still have a war to win

and this time. i am wearing a kevlar vest

blessed. had coffee last night
it's the best $1.20 coffee i have ever tasted. haha


the preparations are complete. this is it

my weapon is sharpened. my armour is polished

armed with my pen and protected by my sweater. i am going to war

14 days. 6 battles

it will be a messy affair. a battle of wits. a massacre. a bloodbath

i will step into hall c tomorrow. and slaughter the paper

and i will claim my prize

my A. and with it my crystal jade

you better prepare your wallet. muahahaha

i am new. please be patient with me

This is just messed up man! Stupid 2006 is killing me.. This is probably the first time in my life I actually find maths difficult.. Arghh..
Damn Partial Differential Equations, wasted 2 days trying to figure it out already.. And I havent even started on my 400 paged chapter yet, and I am 2 days behind schedule.. so dead so dead...
Anyways, it's like 4:30am in the morning now, and I just woke up... YES! haha.. surprised?
Truth is, I've been watching online lectures since 1 plus the previous afternoon.. then at around 5, the monotonous tone of the stpid lecturer started getting to me..
I began falling asleep in front of my lappie, just to wake up 20 minutes later with the stupid prof still talking to himself, and me feeling totally lost.
So.. I had to rewind the stupid video back to where I last remembered, and start watching again.. ONLY to fall asleep AGAIN 10 minutes later...
And as is always the case, the cycle repeats itself.. yups.. so from 6pm to 10 pm, I've only managed to finish 2 online lectures, and I had moved from watching on my chair, to watching on my bed...
After that, I totally gave up and thought it would be better if I tried figuring all this shit out just by reading my notes.. and as totally expected, I fell asleep in 5 minutes FLAT without even finishing 1 page.. hais..
Damn hungry now lah, haven't eaten since 1pm, and that was my pathatic bowl of instant noodles... bahh.. Called Mac at 3:50am just to find out they do not have the lunch menu anymore.. sucks..
Whatever... I'm going back to slaughter my stupid notes after a hot bath... *CHARGE!!!*