Midnight Hour - Running Away

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Don't tell me, I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't wait
I'm running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

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Wanted to blog.. but the words just wouldnt flow..
Wanted to sing.. but the lyrics just couldnt come..
Wanted to sleep.. but still the dreams remain hidden..

I just want to run away...
I'll never let you find me...
I'm leaving you behind with the past...
No, I wont look back...
And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't wait
I'm running away.

Sometimes I chose to run away..
Because I know if I were to stay on..
I might cause more pain in the future instead..
Call me hard-hearted.. call me cold...
but i'm just doing what would be the best for both..
try.. try to understand me..
try to understand what I say, when I say I can't stay...
but I WILL be back..
when i think the time is right..
and until then.. I can safely say..
that things will always end up in a certain way...
that hurts and aches.. and stings like hell...
until you lose even your strength to yell...
and procrastinate about your ill-begotten fate..
that the only thing you can do is wait...

So do not think that I do not cherish you..
but instead it's because i cherish you so much..
that i rather lose you for the moment..
and suffer the judgement that awaits me..
than to carry on without a care..
and then lose you forever...

For i'm not even sure I am ready..
For i'm not even sure I am right..
Therefore do not expect much form me..
because I had lost the strength that I once had..
that fervor that vigor.. that motivation to move towards instead of away...