The Night of Miracles


The Regained Appetite
Stopped puking...
And started eating again...
After suffering for 5 entire days...
Vomiting every single thing you ate...
Having to be forced to eat your meds...
You trotted to the door to welcome me home today..
With a meow I havent heard in days...
I almost cried...

The Conversation
Didn't think I would say it so soon...
Didn't think I would even say it in the first place...
But I was just tired I guess..
Of everything...
Maybe...
Maybe it's time for a rest...

The One Thing I Cannot Live Without
My room is not air-conditioned tonight...
Because it's cold enough...
Or so I told myself to believe...

The Brave Attempt
I was feeling tired at 2 plus am...
Something that hasn't happened since dinosaurs roamed the earth...
Attempted to go to bed at 315 am...
But alas, I couldnt get to sleep because there were too many things on my mind...

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Random thoughts...

Been thinking alot about the pasT recently..
About things that happened in year 1...
How I met people..
How I've lost touch with so many of them..
How certain things happened..
How things have changed...
How my life'd changed since I came here...
It was once simple...

Sometimes, I just wished...
That I could just be in primary school again...
No problems...
No issues...
No complications...
Just me...
Soccer...
and my TV...
Enjoying fishing with my dad every weekend...
Happy and Contended...
Now all I enjoy doing with him...
is.. i don't know...
debating on when I can use the car?

No results to worry about...
No future...
No headaches on what to wear...
No cares about appearances...
How my hair looks like...
No inter-personal relationship problems to fret over...

sighhh*
I wanna be young again!!!!
I'm too young to be thinking about stuff like this... geez!!!

Need a holiday....
To somewhere far away...
From all these problems...
From all these issues...
From school...
From people I know...
Somewhere with nobody I know...

I WANNA GO JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Urghhhh..........

Maybe my priorities in life aren't in the right order...
hate this life i'm living now...
Time to grow up...
And focus on the things and the people that really matters...
Meaning studies...
But that doesnt mean I would start going for lectures...
=b




I've decided!!!



- maybe -
- just believe -



it would be if it's meant to be